I dumb myself down.

Written by Andy

This is true. My mom taught me to be agreeable and allow others space/time to talk. The (mostly black) school and area I grew up in proved those traits as a quick way to be taken advantage of. It was about survival rather than progress. One trait I have is to use my hands while talking. I have learned this is a Polish trait. I have been made fun of many times for this. Anything remotely white was scoffed at or belittled. Any natural gestures or inclinations I have, I’ve learned to tone down so as not to make myself a target. It didn’t occur to me that I was losing myself and identity until I moved closer to a mostly white area and began shopping in stores most frequented by whites. White strangers greeted me with a smile and openness, and I reciprocated with ghetto habits. I looked at them with suspicion and hunched shoulders. Observation of their every move rather than appropriate response. Instead of replying with articulately worded answers, I dumb myself down and use simple phrases with slang or buzzword vernacular. So I sound dumb. But I have learned to do this so as not to make the blacks around me feel dumb and thus pick on me. It relieves me when I see a group of whites talking and enjoying themselves, no diversity in sight. However it breaks my heart because I never had that. I am quite alone and in a reflective period of my life. Blacks look at whites with suspicion and disdain. Whites don’t seem to notice. And the whites that do notice are targeted. I am torn between my desire to be a place of comfort for fellow whites that want to express their notice and my desire to not become a target.
I really can’t play dumb anymore and pretend to be a libtard for safety. I’m tired and have become 1488. I’d like my progeny to grow in a world where our traits are valued and we make progress.

We all know diversity is not a strength and that is one of the many lies taught there.

Colt XXXXXX You can retrain your social conditioning. Go to an all-white church (even if you’re not religious). The social interactions there will help you tremendously. It may take years to unlearn the survival tactics needed to live

Some advice from AirChina for Chinese visitors to London:

AirChina travel advice.

Jesus talked about fractured societies in the parable of the ‘Good Samaritan’.

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